by Tara Love Ismail on Wednesday, 12 May 2010 at 00:07
I believe as many of us here do that we are co-creators with God, but until recently I didn’t realise what this meant for me... I believed surrender to god’s will meant ‘whatever god does is fine by me’ it’s all love and I sat comfortably in the backseat willing to accept whatever happens and do my bit by spreading love everywhere I go, staying centered in love and meditating envisioning love hugging the world.
It’s just hit home though, if we are co-creators with God, if our prayers, our actions, our desires make a difference then we shouldn’t be in the backseat, waiting for gods will to be done... waiting to see how it all turns out. We need to recognise that God’s will be done, through us! It is through our will that God’s will be done!
We have a responsibility to ask for things on behalf of our world. God loves us enough to allow us to choose, we have free will and this is protected. God loves us enough to watch us suffer (and a part of god suffers with us as long as you allow yourself to suffer as you are a part of god).
God answers the prayers of our heart, not our mind... we need to align our minds with our heart and become conscious co-creators of our life, our reality, of our world. If there is pain or fear in our heart no matter how much we want to create love, a part of us will be creating pain in our reality due to our resistance to face what is in our heart – right now.
Look deeply at what it is you pray for, what is it you dream of. What does your heart desire? Now, what is holding you back? This is what you need to pray for, that you are able through love who gives you strength to heal and love that which holds you back and move forward towards your dream, your new reality, our new earth.
I believe in everyone our deepest desires go beyond ourselves... we all desire to make someone, if not everyone happy in some way, to love each other unconditionally... This is where our power lies, in the realisation that we actually do desire to serve, God will prepare you through your desire to be able – for both yourself and those you wish to serve. For the love of all, for the love of God.
It is important not judge where your heart is now, this will blur your vision....if you feel anxiety, pain, fear or resistant somehow – all that matters is that you desire to rise above it.... your hearts desire is your fuel in prayer, in creation. Our heart holds such strong energy. What is it you truly deeply desire, not the surface of these desires, the driving force.... Now acknowledge where you are, really look at yourself it is ok to be exactly where you are, just look at it so you can serve it up for healing.
Now, are you prepared to participate in how things turn out? If you’re praying to be happy, what you think will make you happy and what actually will make you happy maybe be very different. Are you willing to change your plans? To trust the miracles that love will work through your willingness to participate - to team up with love.
Are you committed to what you are praying for or is it something you think you should be praying for? The only thing you should be praying for is what is in your heart.... no thing and no one else matters, your prayers are unique to you, your abilities are unique to you. Your prayers are your time to be totally naked and shameless before God, with you!
To add, please realise that if u truly want to love others, your children, your partner anyone and everyone unconditionally you must be willing to face these fears, to love yourself. Your fears are limitations on your ability to love. If find you are scared to face your fears, your desire, your conviction to love will triumph, communicate with God, tell him your fears to face your fears...... ask for strength to do it together. Prayers of your heart are always answered!
I Love You reading these words so much and I am holding you in the light and awe of loves sweet cocoon as you transform into the butterfly that you are beautiful angel...
I See You and I Love You Endlessly
Tara
Wednesday, 25 August 2010
'Ugly' Love.... I love it!
by Tara Love Ismail on Tuesday, 11 May 2010 at 22:18
I have had some major revelations these last couple of days, new levels of surrender and understanding of what love is and just what it means to be a part of loves will, here and now.
On Saturday, I experienced a massive surge of love and gratitude for my little sister – expressed it and within the hour I was informed of some very ugly energy surfacing from her at home(i’m away at the mo) really hurting my mum and both sisters. I knew the love sent through me triggered it. From this I experienced a deep fear of the power of love to bring out some ‘ugly’ healing through me!!
While intellectually I understood that it is necessary for our old wounds to surface in order for them to be faced and released - my heart was in agony, I never dreamed that I would be part of this type of healing...... Deeeeeep love! It was such a strange experience. My mind was at peace, but my heart physically hurt! I wanted and tried to send them love but my heart wouldn’t co-operate with my mind.... I just felt this massive resistance to participate in loves will. My heart just couldn’t see past the illusion of their pain and couldn't bare to cause more.
I prayed in earnest that my heart understand what I know to be true. They are healing through loves grace. Only more love can is needed. I know their pain is their spiritual gold, their divine teachers bringing them to love. My heart needs to know this truth! I cannot be a channel for more love without my heart feeling safe.
I felt I was faced with a decision, how much do I want to be an instrument for love? Am I willing to participate in how things work out... I can see it will get ugly, do I want to be a part of this or am I satisfied with the smaller, prettier ways love has been working through me? I knew the answer and made it clear that I truly desire to be able, I want nothing more than to do the best that I can do for love, I trust you, I See You, I love you!!!!
I cried out to god that I be able to let go of these fears, that I be able to send love without my own judgments of what comes out, I want to be able to feel and send constantly regardless of all the pain that surfaces around me. I cried, I prayed and I sang to God. I meditated, surrendering my life and my heart to Loves Will. As I professed my desire to serve love unconditionally, I felt love come in and my heart opened, glowing and tingling with warmth, it was so beautiful. I felt my divine teachers within and all around me, healing and enabling me to move into new levels of love and surrender......
Then yesterday, I got more. An old habit I have been called to release recently (in the note deep fears to light) popped up, like I was on autopilot, I was aware that I was acting from old fear programming yet I continued. I realised that no matter how much I understand the roots of my fears – which is great for my growth, for loving myself and for forgiveness, if I truly wanted to be free, I needed to serve them up to God too!
It really hit home that God lives in me, and when I treat myself with anything less than love I am doing this to God!!! God in my temple, in my heart! No way! I am not willing to treat God with anything less than love, so I am not willing to treat me with anything less than love! I need help! I cried out again, I really really don’t want to treat god badly through me.... I prayed that God come in and heal me, heal us!
It was amazing!!!! I felt love enter my belly! I felt all this energy swirling around in my solar plexus loving me, healing me and I realised it was about personal power - empowerment, self respect and honouring the divinity within me! It was amazing! I Love Me!!! I Love You !! How else can I love God, you, everyone unless I love me... Honour me! My feelings, my truth and my love!
Ooo this is such an exciting path - the awesome love path!
To our personal empowerment, to healing, to the perfection of our creation and to the amazingness that is love! Divine and perfect love! Onederous!
I See You
I Love You
Endlessly my beautiful brothers and sisters
Tara
God is within
My heart is in harmony with my head
My spirit soars as a bird in search of a new sky
The innocence of my life releases
a God I love Everywhere
~RUMI~
I have had some major revelations these last couple of days, new levels of surrender and understanding of what love is and just what it means to be a part of loves will, here and now.
On Saturday, I experienced a massive surge of love and gratitude for my little sister – expressed it and within the hour I was informed of some very ugly energy surfacing from her at home(i’m away at the mo) really hurting my mum and both sisters. I knew the love sent through me triggered it. From this I experienced a deep fear of the power of love to bring out some ‘ugly’ healing through me!!
While intellectually I understood that it is necessary for our old wounds to surface in order for them to be faced and released - my heart was in agony, I never dreamed that I would be part of this type of healing...... Deeeeeep love! It was such a strange experience. My mind was at peace, but my heart physically hurt! I wanted and tried to send them love but my heart wouldn’t co-operate with my mind.... I just felt this massive resistance to participate in loves will. My heart just couldn’t see past the illusion of their pain and couldn't bare to cause more.
I prayed in earnest that my heart understand what I know to be true. They are healing through loves grace. Only more love can is needed. I know their pain is their spiritual gold, their divine teachers bringing them to love. My heart needs to know this truth! I cannot be a channel for more love without my heart feeling safe.
I felt I was faced with a decision, how much do I want to be an instrument for love? Am I willing to participate in how things work out... I can see it will get ugly, do I want to be a part of this or am I satisfied with the smaller, prettier ways love has been working through me? I knew the answer and made it clear that I truly desire to be able, I want nothing more than to do the best that I can do for love, I trust you, I See You, I love you!!!!
I cried out to god that I be able to let go of these fears, that I be able to send love without my own judgments of what comes out, I want to be able to feel and send constantly regardless of all the pain that surfaces around me. I cried, I prayed and I sang to God. I meditated, surrendering my life and my heart to Loves Will. As I professed my desire to serve love unconditionally, I felt love come in and my heart opened, glowing and tingling with warmth, it was so beautiful. I felt my divine teachers within and all around me, healing and enabling me to move into new levels of love and surrender......
Then yesterday, I got more. An old habit I have been called to release recently (in the note deep fears to light) popped up, like I was on autopilot, I was aware that I was acting from old fear programming yet I continued. I realised that no matter how much I understand the roots of my fears – which is great for my growth, for loving myself and for forgiveness, if I truly wanted to be free, I needed to serve them up to God too!
It really hit home that God lives in me, and when I treat myself with anything less than love I am doing this to God!!! God in my temple, in my heart! No way! I am not willing to treat God with anything less than love, so I am not willing to treat me with anything less than love! I need help! I cried out again, I really really don’t want to treat god badly through me.... I prayed that God come in and heal me, heal us!
It was amazing!!!! I felt love enter my belly! I felt all this energy swirling around in my solar plexus loving me, healing me and I realised it was about personal power - empowerment, self respect and honouring the divinity within me! It was amazing! I Love Me!!! I Love You !! How else can I love God, you, everyone unless I love me... Honour me! My feelings, my truth and my love!
Ooo this is such an exciting path - the awesome love path!
To our personal empowerment, to healing, to the perfection of our creation and to the amazingness that is love! Divine and perfect love! Onederous!
I See You
I Love You
Endlessly my beautiful brothers and sisters
Tara
God is within
My heart is in harmony with my head
My spirit soars as a bird in search of a new sky
The innocence of my life releases
a God I love Everywhere
~RUMI~
Self-Love Is NECESSARY!!
By Tara Love Ismail on Sunday, 18 April 2010 at 13:18
If there is even one thing you don't love about yourself this note is for you. <3
We all want to love unconditionally, and I have spoken to many people who say they love themselves. And try to convince me how much they love themselves, yet truth is most people have a very conditional love for themselves and so a very conditional love for everyone around them. Even it if it unconscious, even if you think you love them unconditionally look at the evidence. If you feel any negative emotion by anything said to you there is some limits on your love. If there is any aspect of yourself you do not love, your love is limited.
In order to be a true beacon of love we need to understand and accept the importance of loving our self. We all do treat or see others the way we treat and see ourselves... whether you are aware of it or not, we do! You can only give as much love as you have in yourself. You can only love God as much as you love yourself. You can only love anyone and everyone as much as you love yourself!
Your 'negative' aspects of you which you may find unlovable are the areas in which you need love the most. These areas are hear to teach us to love unconditionally. All of our 'negative' aspects are really there out of love! We need to understand their lessons and find compassion.
For example, I have a friend who has recently confided in me that he feels abandoned by everyone in his life - he knows he's not but when people 'leave' him to live out their life he cant help but feel abandoned.... as the conversation progressed we moved on to the subject of which this post is based.
I told him he needs to love his 'negative' aspects, he needs to understand their purpose so he can love them. He needs to find compassion for them. he asked how. He gave me an example, told me he is a very jealous person, ''how do you love that?''. I told him, it is his fear of abandonment! His jealousy serves to protect him from any 'threats' which may lead to his abandonment! Beautiful!! Bless his Jealousy!! Bless his wound!!! To Healing!!!
ALL 'negative' emotions have a loving purpose, they serve to protect us from our childhood wounds.
When we look deeper into ourselves and find their root we can love them and thus transcend them. Love is the only healer. All negative emotions are simply our wounds, they serve us in helping us to recognise our wounds so we can heal them.
If you want to be a beacon of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE "Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it" ~ Mevlana Rumi
If you love others, if you love your children, your partner, your family, if you love God please please please realize your love is limited by the love you show yourself!
If you mistreat yourself in anyway you are mistreating us all on a deeper level. Lets move into uncondtional love. UNCONDITIONAL UNBREAKABLE UNMOVABLE LOVE! ENDLESS AND TIMELESS AND LIMITLESS !
I LOVE YOU ! I LOVE YOU ! I LOVE YOU !
These past couple weeks I have been loving myself soooooo much! Treating me sooooooo good being so open direct and honest with everyone, and my directness has been met with such appreciation I was very pleasantly surprised! Previously I would sugar coat what I really think or feel, genuinely believing I was serving the person by not making them feel 'bad'..... You cannot make anyone feel bad !!! Bad has to be there already for them to feel it.... But seriously - when we speak from love, it can only heal! This realization has been such a miracle for me!!!!
Through loving me I really have been loving YOUl. I have been spreading sooo much love and I have been receiving soooo much more! To us all waking up to UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS! We Are All One! No exceptions!
THANK YOU ALL SOOOOO MUCH FOR LOVING ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It Blows My Mind How Perfect EVERYTHING Is Created! How PERFECTLY DELICIOUS is it that my Loving me Feels sooooo Good and Loving YOU Feels Sooooo amazing, and it heals and it serves us ALL!
I will ALWAYS be in awe of this ! SOOOO DIVINE!!!!
Poem by Rumi that pops to mind:
Do You Love Me
The lover asked his beloved: Do you love yourself more than you love me?
Beloved replied: I have died to myself and I live for you.
I've disappeared from myself and my attributes,
I am present only for you.
I've forgotten all my learnings,
but from knowing you I've become a scholar.
I've lost all my strength, but from your power I am able.
If I love myself...I love you.
If I love you...I love myself.
~RUMI~
If there is even one thing you don't love about yourself this note is for you. <3
We all want to love unconditionally, and I have spoken to many people who say they love themselves. And try to convince me how much they love themselves, yet truth is most people have a very conditional love for themselves and so a very conditional love for everyone around them. Even it if it unconscious, even if you think you love them unconditionally look at the evidence. If you feel any negative emotion by anything said to you there is some limits on your love. If there is any aspect of yourself you do not love, your love is limited.
In order to be a true beacon of love we need to understand and accept the importance of loving our self. We all do treat or see others the way we treat and see ourselves... whether you are aware of it or not, we do! You can only give as much love as you have in yourself. You can only love God as much as you love yourself. You can only love anyone and everyone as much as you love yourself!
Your 'negative' aspects of you which you may find unlovable are the areas in which you need love the most. These areas are hear to teach us to love unconditionally. All of our 'negative' aspects are really there out of love! We need to understand their lessons and find compassion.
For example, I have a friend who has recently confided in me that he feels abandoned by everyone in his life - he knows he's not but when people 'leave' him to live out their life he cant help but feel abandoned.... as the conversation progressed we moved on to the subject of which this post is based.
I told him he needs to love his 'negative' aspects, he needs to understand their purpose so he can love them. He needs to find compassion for them. he asked how. He gave me an example, told me he is a very jealous person, ''how do you love that?''. I told him, it is his fear of abandonment! His jealousy serves to protect him from any 'threats' which may lead to his abandonment! Beautiful!! Bless his Jealousy!! Bless his wound!!! To Healing!!!
ALL 'negative' emotions have a loving purpose, they serve to protect us from our childhood wounds.
When we look deeper into ourselves and find their root we can love them and thus transcend them. Love is the only healer. All negative emotions are simply our wounds, they serve us in helping us to recognise our wounds so we can heal them.
If you want to be a beacon of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE "Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it" ~ Mevlana Rumi
If you love others, if you love your children, your partner, your family, if you love God please please please realize your love is limited by the love you show yourself!
If you mistreat yourself in anyway you are mistreating us all on a deeper level. Lets move into uncondtional love. UNCONDITIONAL UNBREAKABLE UNMOVABLE LOVE! ENDLESS AND TIMELESS AND LIMITLESS !
I LOVE YOU ! I LOVE YOU ! I LOVE YOU !
These past couple weeks I have been loving myself soooooo much! Treating me sooooooo good being so open direct and honest with everyone, and my directness has been met with such appreciation I was very pleasantly surprised! Previously I would sugar coat what I really think or feel, genuinely believing I was serving the person by not making them feel 'bad'..... You cannot make anyone feel bad !!! Bad has to be there already for them to feel it.... But seriously - when we speak from love, it can only heal! This realization has been such a miracle for me!!!!
Through loving me I really have been loving YOUl. I have been spreading sooo much love and I have been receiving soooo much more! To us all waking up to UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS! We Are All One! No exceptions!
THANK YOU ALL SOOOOO MUCH FOR LOVING ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It Blows My Mind How Perfect EVERYTHING Is Created! How PERFECTLY DELICIOUS is it that my Loving me Feels sooooo Good and Loving YOU Feels Sooooo amazing, and it heals and it serves us ALL!
I will ALWAYS be in awe of this ! SOOOO DIVINE!!!!
Poem by Rumi that pops to mind:
Do You Love Me
The lover asked his beloved: Do you love yourself more than you love me?
Beloved replied: I have died to myself and I live for you.
I've disappeared from myself and my attributes,
I am present only for you.
I've forgotten all my learnings,
but from knowing you I've become a scholar.
I've lost all my strength, but from your power I am able.
If I love myself...I love you.
If I love you...I love myself.
~RUMI~
Deep Fears to Light: Fearing Love yet Needing it!
by Tara Love Ismail on Friday, 16 April 2010 at 03:09
I have been so blessed today, I received a beautiful, love filled message from a dear light brother on facebook in which he shared some of his healing journey with me.
From reading his experiences I realised something deeper about a fear of mine I have recently discovered. My fear of men.
I realised my previous fear of men is not just deep routed in my personal life experience but I believe is a universal fear in the cellular memory of women everywhere.
Through my experiences I have been given the opportunities to experience compassion and love for the ‘abuser’. Which I believe many of women do, to me this partly explains why so many women still love their abuser and stay with them enduring the abuse. Deep down we all want to heal this ignorance and weakness in man for the healing of us all. We know he love us, yet fears our love, trying to push love away yet clinging on for dear life when we try to leave.
This, the battle between needing love and fear of it. It has made me wonder, had the fear not been present in me would these men have expressed a man to be fearful of? And would I have stayed as long as I did.... I don’t think so. I left the moment I no longer needed to experience this fear to transcend it. Thank you my loving teachers for giving me exactly what I needed! Divine reflections of myself.
The realisation of my personal fear of men has liberated me. Through frustration in myself regarding my weight I discovered this fear. I enjoy a healthy vegan diet and I live an active lifestyle so weight naturally falls off of me yet the second I receive attention from men or feel my jeans getting loose I over eat on bread (which I don’t actually enjoy anymore) to regain the few pounds I lost. So much so that this past year I have had to over eat for a day, at least once a week to maintain my extra pounds. Bless me, at one stage the more conscious I became of my self-sabotage the worse I got, but now I have realised it was my own ignorant little way of protecting myself on many levels one of which is men. On some level I equated superficial attention with ignorance and abuse and thus I feared it, doing what I could to remove it.
This realisation has totally changed my relationship with food and myself, I no longer feel the need to protect myself, I know, love is all there is. Food is now something I enjoy and the minute I don’t enjoy what I am eating I stop eating... lol so simple but I’ve never done this before in my life.
We all have our own fears and are all sensitive and so find ways of desensitising ourselves as means of protection; be it through alcohol, drugs, food, drama, money, obsession with 'success' etc...Which ever one or ones we pick serve us on many levels, we need to love our addictions and their influence and try to understand the reason they are present in our life in order to learn their lessons and find love and compassion for our fears so we can let go with love our need to protect. Love is all we need.Divine Unconditional Love.
Thank you Jim Wert for sharing with me and enabling me to understand the route of this new love I have found for men recently, this ignorant and lost masculine manifest in many men is being healed through us all. I am so thankful for your love.
Thank You to all the men residing/growing in love, you all show me the that the type of relationship that I have dreamt of is a reality. To relationships based on unconditional love, peace and harmony.
How perfect is our life’s design to heal the whole through healing ourselves!
I am so happy to be living in the light and thankful to the light for shedding its light on me and us all.
Thank you all for your love, I feel it in my heart. You are all healing me, healing us all through the love you share. The crazy abundance of love I have received from you all this week has had me on such a high! I am totally addicted to love, my desire for love and experience of love increases each day.
Yesterday many times, tears of love streamed down my face! Through thinking of our divine love circle here, to looking at love’s innocence manifest in the children I watched around me on my travel home, to just becoming conscious of loves presence inside me, permeating through my being. I love this feeling of love growing in me, each day I experience higher states of love. I’m so excited! My ability to receive love is ever growing!! As is my ability to give love! Wahooooo!
To Love and Compassion and Understanding, To our experience of Love ever growing !
I See You
I Love You
Tara
Rising In Love with You, Madly, Deeply!
By Tara Love Ismail on Friday, 09 April 2010 at 12:15
Hello Beautiful!!
I am sharing this with You as part of my thank you to Love. May we all continue to grow in Love.
Yesterday was so divine, I went to the park, lay down and tuned into to the rhythm of the earth. I felt her beating beneath me, into my back and felt my heart beat synchronize with hers. I then heard the wind, for the first time. She was singing to me, a song of love. So divine and so beautiful. I felt her caress my skin then drift away as I lay there falling deeper in love.
In the evening, I lit a candle (as I usually do) but this time it was different. I lit it for Love. I felt so much love for God, God in me, in You, in everything. As I lit the candle I just stood there in wonder at how beautiful the flame is. The circles of rainbow colours emanating from her so brightly, so pretty. I found myself wanting to kiss the flame, and nearly leaned in for a kiss! I saw God in the flame. And smiled to myself at just how much I wanted to kiss this fire. Ooooo I will one day.
I then realised I totally fell in love with God in each element today. Earth, air, fire, water and of course, God in spirit. Earlier at the market I saw a beautiful ring made of sea shell and I had to have it. I thought to myself I want the ocean with me always. It’s so pretty.
God has taken me to another level of love today and I am totally desiring more...
I want to grow in love everyday for the rest of my life. I’ve fallen in love with myself, all women and God so deeply. And I am so happy to say I am beginning to fall in love with men, strong, masculine and beautiful men. I looked at a photo of Shiva in Rishikesh, India yesterday and was so overwhelmed by his beauty and the look of love and content on his face. Such masculine divine beauty. I’m in love! Pictures of Jesus, Rumi, Mooji and Eckhart, wow how I love them! I feel love rise up in me, I have grown through their Love!
I’m craving this experience I’ve heard so much about. I crave to experience this knowing of oneness with all of creation. I feel this oneness, this connection and I’m craving to know this conscious experience. To be there at the beginning and know myself as part of god in this creation. Ooooo how divine! I feel it is coming soon, God is preparing me to experience this deep prayer of my heart!
I am so BlissFully happy my angels, I had to share this feeling with you.
Thank you all for adding love to my life you have no idea how much I love and appreciate each of you. You have added to my love and growth and I am so so thankful for what I have learnt of love through you.
I pray we continue to grow in Gods light and love together regardless of distance and contact.
We are all one in the body of God.
To One Divine and BlissFull Love
I See You
I Love You, reading this, feeling my Love for you for Us. I wish i could tag you all in this - my heart goes out and beats for you!
Tara
My First Cry :) !
I had a really different cry last week and I've just realised how to explain it in words so I thought I would share it with you.
Last week, after listening to my sister crying and in so much pain over the phone - me strong in my calm/compassionate big sister role i came off the phone and immediately thought of God, then sitting at my desk, I witnessed myself surrender completely to how i felt at that moment - for the first time! It was the first real cry of my life.
It was like there were two parts of me, one part exploding from emotions and the other at peace, just watching, knowing that everything was as it is supposed to be. The cry was loud, deep, completely emotional and over very quickly, probably less than a minute.
I've realised what made this cry different and very special for me was surrender. In the past crying was from fighting the situation, it was selfish, I’d cry from frustration or thoughts of victimisation and fears of what the situation meant for my future etc, then i’d force myself to stop because I didn’t agree with what i was crying about...quite insane really but forcing myself to stop probably was worse than crying for these reasons in the first place.
This cry last week was nothing like that. It really was amazing and quite enlightening for me.
Writing this now I've realised how divine the timing has been for me to be drawn to read the book The Power of Now almost immediately after, it has helped me understand this and much more. I think surrender is really deep - deeper than thought, i don’t think it can truly be done on the level of thought. It’s difficult to explain but here's an attempt from me (thanks to Eckhart Tolle) I'm learning that just because I intellectually understand deep spiritual truths of connectedness, purpose and illusion doesn't mean that I won't/shouldn't still feel natural human emotions. Understanding and knowing are different; one based on intellect the other on experience. I'm thankful that i'm here emotionally and intellectually now and pray i stay here.
To surrender is to be in touch with the present moment, to accept it for what it is with no resistance on any level, to give the present your whole attention and surrender to it. I surrendered my life/heart to God subconsciously (or emotionally) when God woke me up from the suffering/pain i had created in my life just over a year ago now (December 2008), and i have been growing consciously (or intellectually and emotionally) with God these last couple months, it’s been such a beautiful roller coaster and i'm really enjoying the ride.
I don't know why I am sharing this with you, as usual, I just am. God knows if they mean anything to you or not, if you're hearing this for what it is right now or are judging me for whatever reason. Either way it doesn't matter, I feel to share some things with you, probably for my own growth as writing helps me realise things, as i’m writing this with the intention to share it, i’m realising more so thank you for being here. Whatever the real reason is i'm going with it, as usual i'll understand when/if i'm supposed to.
Thank you for being here and allowing me to share this little piece of me with you.
I hope you have a beautiful blessed week and pray you continue to grow in God's light and love.
With Love All-Ways
Tara
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