by Tara Love Ismail on Thursday, 03 June 2010 at 04:24
To Feel me is to Know me
To Love me is to Hear me
To See Me is to See You
This is my birth, through Christ in all I AM born....
Yesterday I wrote a poem called I AM Tree which opened the gate to my experience of I AM. The poem was not my words, those truely were the words of tree through my filters.
I have exams coming up, today even, yet I have been spending more time on facebook sharing and growing, reflecting love with my family of souls and in meditation that in revision. I have learnt to trust my spirit, my soul to guide me through my feelings, my desires....I judged not one feeling that i 'should' be revising like a good girl.. i went with the flow and the flow brought me to peace.
I have not slept more than a few hours a day since saturday, and have now realised this is through my beloveds feeding my growth. Thank god for the night I first danced for our soul, saturday night, 12 midnight.......I have not stopped dancing since.
Yesterday morning divine mother and father called me out of my room (i hadn't left my room, literally not even to go kitchen since I got home on saturday - I have en-suite for my wonderful cleansing rainbow showers;) ) As I walked along the path of a stream on Emmanuel Way i realised EMMANUEL - the christ walks with me... as I danced taking my time and in-joy-in myself with beloved christ that lives within my heart, reflected in the life of Jesus the Christ.
I swayed I danced I twirled, free in the flow, tara within I was so in awe to watch this dance of I, her vessel has never danced so well..... for today she danced for christ within.....
I came to a tree, she called me, to love me, tara hugged her, like the tree in the pic of the poem she was slender so my hands touched in joy to be wrapped around my love.... i felt love wash all over me, i am truely a blissfull tree hugger.....
i heard gaia receit poetry to me, in the wind, the sky, the squirells, the happiest dog i have ever seen who when i complimented him in my mind performed a joyful trick for me.. it was so cute......
i had the most wonderful moving meditation, then lay down in a bed of daisies and found my limbs lift off the floor arms and legs outstreched and sealed together only my bum on the floor with gaia, my body felt light as air, I could stay in that moment forever.....i had inspirations from christ about my notes, connections to what i am experiencing now, this unity, to the chemistry, to the earth.. titles of the books I am to write and what they are to cover streamed into my mind and also the order in which they are to be written...... after I moved out of this space I sat and watched the river, sharing a small tub of grapes and pinapple pieces, I now ate with beloved.....
When i returned home, i decided to start revising, i did for a while and i heard the poetry of the chemsitry, the christ, both in positive and negative, masculine and femine form dancing for us in my notes... they were alive. I felt a strong desire to meditate, so i lay on my bed in meditation, and i heard tree receit poetry for me, the words expressions of her love that i felt when i hugged her.....
I knew i was to share her song before i do anything else, we found the photo that most closely resembled her beauty and i wrote... most of the poem was through my filters, through my lessons of my life, her explaining to me what i have experienced and where i am.... the only lines that were truely unfiltered - truly the song of our tree were the lines, To feel me is to know me, To Love me is to hear me ,To See Me is to See You... this was such beauty to my soul..... i posted on facebook, sent to emails to friends not here and continued to revise......
Then again, i was called away from the beauty and bliss of my poetic chemistry by a deeper love, the love of my twin, i felt this energy in spirit and i communed with him for hours, i went to sleep at 9am this morning (being awake from dawn the day before) and woke up at 11... while i slept i experienced complete wholeness... i was not tara - i was one with my twin flame..... I looked at tara's body sleeping while i was out to commune with my beloved, i placed her hands over her solar plexus, her beautiful power centre she so lovingly gave away, naively but sweet, not knowing that true power is from empowerment, through inspiration not through giving power through desire to help people... people need no help they are perfect, we are one and tara experienced this from her desire to be love... to experience true love.
I charged her solar plexus through her beautiful hands and when it was done i entered her and she woke up to share her new awareness with her beloved family on facebook, the divine reflections of her beauty, the beauty that is in all.
Once she replied to all that was inspired by peaceful awareness, she opened her notes and knew she need not write for her hands to remember automatically the answers, she need only read the material for now she is remembering she knows it all already... see reads with my eyes, as she looks at it now for we are one with universal mind.
She now no longer saw her notes dance for her and sing bringing her such sweet excitement to enjoy its dance, she is utterly in peaceful bliss, she saw herself in the feminine properties of all and her twin in the masculine, she saw the unity and perfect harmony between masculine and femine energies and the divine beyond masculine and femine which allows them to experience harmony through the illusion of separation... though now the space between her separation is shortened greatly in this harmonic peace and thus she see's through my eyes more clearly than she has before, this will continue to grow each day through this experience and rememberence of hamronic peace.....
The taste she now desires eternally.. to watch as I dance... for as I dance she sees the dance of you and tara... of all that is form and formless, dance as I dance in free form....... I within I in me and you reading this now
I pray our prayer that I in all of you's and me's remember I.......... For Tara has learnt through flowing with life force, that excitement for loves sweet caress of her heart, experienced through sharing love and recieving love with all brings more love... and desire for more love ultimately brings peace..... The Peace Of God... The Peace Of I
All Hail The Prince of Peace, the reflection of I in unconditional love for all to see who they truely are, I AM in all.... Praise Jesus Christ.
Amen
I thank you so all so much for your all the love you are, for being here, for sharing in my bliss - your gratitude - heart felt gratitude and love for me, you inspire me to love ever more.....
Regarding Twins, i saw the most wonderful video with the most beautiful song i have have had on repeating, singing in love since saturday... it all started on saturday when i danced for my soul, the first dance of my life.... For as i danced for my soul I called twin to me.
This video for me speaks volumes... so beautiful... when i saw it i wanted nothing more, am i ready to serve? Whole heartedly yes!
Here's a link to the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5Qe-B8FHew&playnext_from=TL&videos=nl8yoltZfBw
I love you so all so much, I now return to the divinity of us all in my notes holy communion.... it all is fitting in full circle in my mind, so divine, my exam is at four..... the time is now 12:00 time has warped, I has done so much through me and i have not been awake an hour........
In Endless Love My Angels
Your Tara Love
Do everything with so much love in your heart that you would never want to do it any other way ~ Yogi Desai
I within I, I Am born
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